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vent post sorry so sorry i'm having a Bad Time
psyched myself up to buy a new bed but when i announced my plans for the weekend my sibling's like 'are you sure you wanna buy a new bed?' like damn killed the hype immediately. i don't wanna buy a bed i don't wanna go anywhere i'll just keep using the bed that we all cycled through growing up that hasn't been replaced in a decade+ with no bedframe and only one sheet that fits.
"are you sure you want-" I need a new bed. This isn't a matter of wanting. i don't want to think about where to get the best deals or which store has a delivery service or the logistics of hauling that thing into my room or where to get rid of the old one i'm sick of sleeping on a mattress on the floor. don't make this ordeal more complicated than it has to be.
#i'm having a really bad day mentally and when it's this bad i have trouble doing anything because it's all too complicated#even going to the bathroom is too much so i just wont. and as the day goes on i start feeling gross and uncomfortable and hungry#but if i use the bathroom i'll be dirty so i'll have to take a shower and showering is a whole other thing so i'll just not eat or drink so#i don't have to go any more badly than i already do#it's not good and i hate it and this is somehow my fault??? fuck off why don't i crawl into a ditch so you don't have to see it#i skipped work today and i couldn't even go downstairs to get my work phone to inform my boss. even though i have enough time off saved up#it's still a tardy because i didn't report in so i'll get written up#they should fire me. i hate that place.#none of the part time jobs i've applied for have replied#i can't get another job if i lose this one#i cant tell if i'm fr mentally ill or if it's just a product of living in pandemic-genocide-capitalist-global warming times. among others.#not that any of that directly affects me because it's all just me overthinking things and blowing it out of proportion and ruining myself#i'm sorry i cant help#myself or others#talking tag
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I WANNA DRAAWW!! RAHHHGG!! Absolutely swamped with college work, im so tired TT (hence whatever tf this is lmao)
#posted this doodle on twitter yesterday but it's still very relevant today#fr cant do anything until I get 12 posters drawn make my homemade paper and finish/publish my 200 page book I'm gonna-#Send help#i miss being active sm :'((#SORRY TO THE 60+ ASKS IN MY INBOX I PROMISE ILL GET TO YOU SOON <333#anyway I hope everyone else is doing ok#sending love#(also husk please- stay off the internet lmao)#angel dust#angel dust fanart#husk#husk fanart#huskerdust#huskerdust fanart#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#tribbleart#<3
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The hottest couple in Hell 🍎😈
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#lucifer morningstar#hazbin lucifer#lucilith#lucifer x lilith#lilith x lucifer#clip studio paint#my art#digital art#I just wanted to draw them in different outfits 😇#they have carnal desire for each other I just know it they cant help but undress the other with their eyes#lilith reaching out for the apple is the most suggestive thing I've ever drawn so far lol#I AM SO IN LOVE WITH BOTH OF THEM HELP ME#I'm sorry for everyone who follows me for Alastor now I'm having a pretty bad Lucilith brainrot pls bare with me for a while
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the timkon fans who shit on bart are annoying, the konbart fans who shit on tim are annoying, and i don't actually know if there are timbart fans who shit on kon, but i sure hope not, because they'd be annoying. the three of them are a set!!! do NOT separate. red tornado literally assigned them one shared brain cell. what is not clickign
#rimi talks#theyre literally like the star trek triumvirate to me. even if you ship two of them romantically and not the third w them#the third guy still has to be there. like. you cant have spirk without bones. what is spones without kirk. you know?#you cant have timkon without bart. you cant have konbart without tim. you cant have timbart without kon.#in my rich inner world kon and bart are in a qpr while timkon are dating and timbart are besties. and bart loves to just hang out anyway#like tims in the garage working on the redbird and barts just suddenly there like heyyy tim im bored. can i help? (tim: NO!!!!)#(bart: aw cmon are you still mad about the time i scratched your car i SAID sorry!!!) (tim: >:C)#where was i going with this. i think i had a point.#oh well its gone n--OH RIGHT WAIT YEAH#all three of them love each other and everyone who doesnt get this is missing the point forever and ever and ever#and like. i GET being annoyed by the prevalence of bat characters in fan spaces#but man does it get tiring real fast to peek into some corners of this fandom when youre like. actually yeah i do like tim drake. sorry.#like man i do like tim and i'm not actually sorry about it but it sure gets. hm. well. simply tis not a space for me i suppose#and by that i mean the konbart tag i think. at least as of last time i poked in there (which was a while ago). ah well. alas#idiot trio <3#tim#kon#bart
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you know which people piss me off more than spy->missy truthers??? timeless child deniers. Let me elaborate. People who think the timeless child was something made up by the master to meddle with the doctor. How can anyone possibly think that ????? the master is clearly the most affected one of the two, even if he shouldn't be. He's literally devastated and his whole life crumbled down leading him to a whole ass identity crisis??? How can you ignore the fact that the timeless child caused his mental decline (I'm not saying he was sane before but still). Also if he could alterate the memories in the matrix (which, I'm pretty sure there's ways to do this, but I'm not sure you could make up whole new imaginary memories), why should he show the doctor confused and disguised ones instead of making up clear memories about the timeless child to convince her more?????? girl I know you don't like the plotline and it's completely fine everyone likes and dislikes whatever they want but making a theory that can't even stand on one foot is another thing completely
#i need to stop getting mad at doctor who fantheories#but they dont make sense and are easily debunkable 😭😭 put a little of work into it at least#also i usually ignore it when they're random theories i don't like dont get me wrong I'm not that annoying#however I can't shut up when they include my boy the master into their shit theory#sadly I am very attached to the character and I am really really affected by anything said about them#i know i shouldn't#it's stupid#but i cant help it#i just love the master so much more than it should be even conceivable#so sorry to anyone that I seemed mad at because of anything related to the master#doctor who#the master#spymaster#dhawan master#the timeless child#me being annoying about the master tag
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Neverwinter Saga Artemis I'm so sorry
#started Charon's Claw last night 👍#i need to slow down my reading man I'm doing this way too quickly#i cant help but feel sorry for him#I still dont quite know how he even got into this situation but ugh#reading about the pain he's going through and how fucked up his mental state is is rough#he was dissociating so hard#fuck Herzgo Alegni all my friends hate Herzgo Alegni#artemis entreri#legend of drizzt#forgotten realms#dnd#dungeons and dragons#my art#digital art#neverwinter saga
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I peeked into Troy's music, and................
#I'm barking help help help help#notart#hermody#epic the musical#i wanted to draw for it but i cant im sorry whaaahahaa#audio#Spotify
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hi so Yuuyu Laya is back??? i guess??? (he's gonna be neglected </3)
this is my previous post about him (a lot of the initial ideas are changed/scrapped now) and in a nutshell:
yuuyu (he/they) is my twst tinkerbell oc and who is one of the first batch of ramshackle members
he's not yuu/mc, he is just called “yuuyu” (which is just a nickname so not his real name)
the “real yuu” in question is in their second year and is officially the ramshackle prefect/housewarden
sneak peak of my very convoluted oc lore below the cut:
#HELP why does he look like he has a punchable face#anyway this was 🧚💛🗣️ from the poll!!#i watched a YT music video about tinkerbell being a villain and ended up rewatching the tinkerbell movies#(not peter pan the 3D disney fairies movies) and so here we are#i will ;; make an intro post for him soon ;;;#i’m so sorry doubleyu you are gonna be SO neglected 😭#i was already tempted to make twst ocs out of the rest of the fairies but i cant even balance the /two/ yuu ocs i have#so for now i'm gonna do a separate reblog or post for a longer lore dump about him#i've combined tinkerbell and frozen to make some absolutely convoluted lore lmao 😭#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst oc#twst tinkerbell#(💚) yuuyu#<- i was thinking of a green heart but. i kind of like yellow too???#<- okay nvm i've changed it to green#-✦—]
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every time someone mischaracterises jay ferin as the therapist friend a fairy loses its wings btw. put some respect on her emotionally-constipated ass.
#there's a whole ongoing bit where she either a. forces chip to do feelings talks for her or b. says the most awkward shit ever#like someone opens up to her she's like “wow that was a lot. anyway.”#jay “well i'm just a girl so” ferin. jay the answer is gun ferin.#i get this is a common issue with fandom treatment of female characters but COME THE FUCK ON. IT'S A CANON CHARACTER TRAIT.#and it adds so much depth to the times she DOES try to help or comfort people like in 81/82 where she goes up to chip about gill like#“i'm kind of shit at this emotional stuff but i'm going to do my best for you damnit”. AND SHE FUCKING TRIES. BECAUSE SHE LOVES THEM.#also her getting tipsy and spewing the most insane shit and going teehee ^_^ was that awkward sorry ^_^ and falling over. so fucking funny.#jay ferin#jrwi#im so normal about these fictional characters <- lie#i talk about this all the time in my dms im finally making a post about it I CANT STAND IT ANYMOREE
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oH
#LORD HELP ME#I keep pausing it cause he keeps saying shit like this man#gnawing on the bars of my enclosure#HELP mE I CANT DO THIS#Christian borle#shutterflies#lieutenant burns#Tumblr keeps destroying the quality I'm so sorry
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March 24th, Rhett's instagram story
#rhett mclaughlin#jessie#red carpet#Instagram story#the last of us#just posting for posterity#they look sooooo good#jessie looks good in literally any color#and i'm sorry but I cant help but wonder where his rhett's other other half and why didn't he take link to the premiere#lol#my post
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Oc doodles and stuff, plus gavarnel





#I gyatt to do gavarnel art#I'm so sorry for the use of brainrot terms I cant help it 💔#Also yes khryss is sorta based on the monster handler just like how grumpyre is as a concept#But they're still their own thing as a character#MSM#msm fanart#grumpyre#Furcorn#dandidoo#fanart#// AD ASTRA.#my singing monsters#my singing monsters fanart
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i know i said i was happy about how mel's story went, but the more i think about it the less i'm sure about that. this is very much connected to how the themes of classism and wealth disappeared in s2, but mel in the beginning was the epitome of piltover. she wanted to advance piltover to prove herself to her mother. to "put piltover—" and by extension herself, "—on the map."
she wanted wealth just to have it. and i'm not blaming her for anything that happened, especially with hextech! she, just like jayce and viktor, could not have known what it would lead to. i mean yeah heimerdinger said so but who the hell listens to heimerdinger? but anyway i think mel changed throughout s1, much in thanks to jayce. by the end she's become more cognisant of the mistreatment of zaunites. she's the first to vote for their peace. she was a good person all along but now she knows how to act on it. it's also seen more in s2 act 1. when she covers her painting with gold, it's symbolic—she won't act according to what her mother might think. she won't let her desire for approval dictate her anymore.
so somehow i wish those themes were. continued, somehow? like again they were dropped not just with mel but the whole show and it makes her story a off to me. there's no meaningful commentary on war or classism or how her ideology stands opposite to her mother's. like some people have said, it feels like she doesn't have much agency, even if she is really cool. and that to me is a shame because agency felt like her thing. "to shape your own destiny" as she says to jayce in s1. i know her collaborating with the black rose (but not fully joining them) and learning magic is supposed to represent becoming independent from her mother, taking her own path, but some other aspects of her character were thrown away... the more i think about it the more i'm thinking they kind of #girlboss-ed her a little bit. maybe to sell another champion. i can't help but feel like even though i enjoyed seeing her on screen, the payoff didn't feel proportionally satisfying compared to her setup in s1.
#mel medarda#her characteristics; the whole point of her dichotomy with her mom;#is that she does not use violence. she fights and controls with words.#with her intelligence. with her knowledge of people and their minds.#so now thinking about it i'm a little :/ that not only#did we not get to see a lot of that in s2#but she just. became another fighter?#i also know there was that whole thing about how mages aren't accepted in noxus but#honestly? kind of stupid. magic violence is still violence.#and i know arcane retcons a lot of things but.#the lore noxus. was not like that iirc. and it feels like a strange thing to just make up.#done in service just to make mel a Cool Badass Mage™ while still saying#hey guys! she's still different from her mom don't worry!#also. hey. hey. why is she going back to noxus. can someone to explain that to me#like ok i know it's her only connection left. i kinda understand.#but at the same time...? what. is she gonna do there#i know sevimel is a crackship but i kinda wished she stayed in piltover to help#better things for zaunites. and help sevika on the council#(god knows she needs it)#that might have been a fitting conclusion to her character. to me!#look i cant lie and say i hated watching mel be all badass like. she's awesome.#but character writing wise... kind of let down?#we didn't even get to know more about her past or where she's from.#and yes i know they're prolly going to explain it in the new show because they were noxusbaiting hard.#but man... i don't know...#sorry holy shit that's a lot of words.#if anyone has any opinions would love to hear them. still very conflicted on this whole thing.#it just feels like i'm missing something.#arcane
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Hey there! I thought about it for a bit and decided I want to offer commissions, so here I am!
If you're interested, the below information is going to be pretty important.
First off, if you would like to commission me, please read my Terms of Service first. It outlines what I will and won't draw, what rights I reserve, and what the process will look like.
Current slots available: 5/5 as of February of 2025.
More information under the cut:
My prices are in USD and all transactions will be through PayPal.
If you would like to commission me, please fill out this Google form or you can email me directly via the email provided in my ToS. Discussion of the commission will be over email(the idea is to limit the likelyhood of bots), but if you are only willing/able to use Tumblr DMs, let me know and we can work it out.
Some notes about categories and prices:
-What consitutes as a complicated background: Scenes such as interiors, landscapes, buildings, or detailed sky. Effects that may also be part of the forground; including snow, rain, rays of light and strong/dynamic lighting, or falling leaves. Anything more than a solid, gradiant, or basic shape background. For full body drawings, a small patch of ground or object directly under the character, otherwise surrounded by a solid color void, would count as a simple background.
-You may notice a few of the example prices have an astrisk:
--Animals add a fee of 5-10 USD per animal(depending on the commission type). But I would count up to four small birds as one animal, because they're relatively simple for me.
--In a case where the commission has multiple characters that fall under different categories(in the example, one of the characters would count as a full body drawing, while the other would be a half body), I will count the higher priced category(in this case, full body) as the commission type, and the other character(s)(in this case, half body) as additional characters.
#artists on tumblr#digital art#commission#commission sheet#digital art commissions#art#i wanted to do this for a while now#but what pushed me is that i'm going to a convention soon#and i always get nervous abut spending money at events so this might help#there is a good chance I'll reblog this several times i appologize#I sure hope you cant techically plagerize a ToS#or like#comission page/process format#sadly the way i used to make these(google slides) i cannot for the life of me figure out how to make them better resolution#without remaking them in something else#sorry
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🌹 Gabriel 🌹
#oc#gabe#if this is doodoo quality im sorry but i cant help it lmmaaooOOoOo#i'm tired of the banding issues when blending darker colours#hoping the noise and blur filters did some work here#anyways this is a screenshot redraw but with gabe instead#i wanted to make something that is nice to look at for a change#salty did you mostly focus on rendering the face again. why YES i did#shout out to his slutty lips
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POV: You're a principal calling in the parents because their kid got into a fight and they show up. Wyd?
#I'm sorry they just look SO mom and dad here#i cant help it#their daughter just punched a bully and they've called away from the office and the dark room respectfully#imagine this is the first time the principal is meeting them too??#Nancy is SCREAMING that her baby did nothing wrong and Jonathan is scowling#God help the principal tbh#jancy#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#stranger things#st5
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